tmi.

i am a girl. and i have a period every month. it is a killer. it sucks and i hate it. 

several doctor appointments have shown that it is not serious enough for surgery, but that in order to deal with the pain I can either:

Option 1:  start birth control or testosterone.

Option 2: grin and bear it.

I have gone with option 2. 

This is the first time that I have been taking the pain killers at night, and WOW. do they send me on a trip. i am a mess. I wake up pain free, but completely disoriented. the other morning i woke up in my bed with no idea how i got there (i now know that boy was kind enough to put me there). wednesday night i woke up at 4 AM and could not go back to sleep. and this morning i woke up in my winter coat (??)...

pioneer women had their periods without medicine...why can't i? oh...because I will be a beast and everyone will fear and hate me... 

woof.