Seriously, So Blessed.

But no really, I am.

There have been a lot of changes in my life lately. Nothing drastic, like a new job, boyfriend, car, nothing like that... but more of a change of heart. It has been a slow process and is still far from complete.

I have come to realize that the more I focus my life on Christ, the more everything else comes into place. This is something that I have always believed and I have always seen happen in life. But the past few months I have made stronger efforts and the rewards have been tenfold.

Some examples.

I have been blessed with a job that has its struggles and frustrations, but it has taught me a lot too. It also motivates me to return to school, even though I am scared to death to go back to college. But I am more afraid of being stuck in an office 40 hours a week.

I was able to spend the holidays with my family. We are all SO different. But I had a great time. I needed the R and R time with my parents. The babies remind me of the goodness in the world and my parents and older sister inspire me to have a family of my own. And Hillary continues to be my best friend and shoulder.

I have been trying to make some changes in my budget, so that I can better finance my life and relieve some stress. While 10% tithing seems like nothing... that's still a wad of cash for me. But I promised to be extra attentive to this and to make sure that I always pay it right away no matter what. And what do you know...upon renewing my car insurance, I got a policy 45% less expensive!! So wonderful.

My friend Lily. She is a gem. And I mean that so sincerely. When we met, we never thought that we would be friends. But she has been such a ray of sunshine in my life. I am so grateful to her example and her support.

I have had great health. My health insurance does not kick in for 2 more months...but I have been so blessed to not have any severe illnesses or anything of the sort to deal with (knock on wood).

I have been happier, nicer, calmer...

Anyway...those are just a few things that I have come to notice. There are so many blessings that i receive every moment of my life. SOmetimes they are more difficult to see than others, but they are there.